A Civilian Who Became A Soldier

My first steps to being a soldier

Even though it is mandatory, I was still proud to start my military service. I had been protected by soldiers since my birth. Everywhere I went, I could see a soldier dressed in their olive uniform and rifle. I knew that they kept my family and I safe. Now, it was my turn to contribute.

I even knew in my heart from the beginning how I wanted to contribute. Krav Maga had become my passion and I knew I had the qualifications that would make me a good candidate to be an instructor, and that it was the best way for me to serve.

Therefore, I requested to train as an army Krav Maga instructor as soon as I began the process of joining the military. In Israel, this process starts at age sixteen and a half, where candidates get interviewed for what they want to do in their service. I brought diplomas for G2 (high intermediate rank) and I told my interviewer that I was headed for civilian instructor training in the summer. I made it clear, this was my chosen path.

The army turned me down. They decided based on my high profile score, I would be a great combatant.

A high profile score means I was in excellent physical and mental health, with no conditions that would prevent me from serving in the field. It also meant I had good moral qualities that would mean I could be trusted to serve honorably. I got a 97. In Israel, no one gets 100, we can always improve. It keeps us humble

The army needed more combatants than Krav Maga instructors. So I was sent to become a combatant.

I really felt my heart was sending me in a different direction. I sent the army more evidence and documents showing I was really suited to becoming a Krav Maga instructor, but I got the same answer. I was headed for combat.

Becoming a Soldier

Source: IDF
Emblem of the Kfir Brigade

Well, it wasn’t what I wanted, but I was determined to serve with honor. I passed through rigorous selections and chosen for the Kfir 900th infantry Brigade, and was sent to boot camp.

During the first week of boot camp, we recruits were told to report the next morning for training at an appointed hour.

My first steps to being a soldier

The next day, the full platoon (around thirty soldiers) gathered. We waited in the formal position for instruction, hands behind our back and chest out. We were dressed in “half uniform” which meant army pants, sneakers, and a white shirt with our name written on it. 

The instructor walked in, and he was a terrifying polar opposite. He wore a black shirt and dark sunglasses. In contrast to our required clean-shaven faces, he had a full mustache and beard that showed his level of authority.

He just stared at us for a moment, without moving. We were all so intimidated, you could cut the tension with a chopstick.  He finally introduced himself as “Instructor” and began the lesson.

I was sure my Krav Maga background would give me an advantage. I was so very wrong. Despite being very good at the endless sprints due to my speed, I was still one of the smallest guys and it was brutally hard. I was struggling like everyone else, and felt the bruises from the first class for days to come.

Army Krav Maga wasn’t about angles and long discussions on strategy, but on intelligent brute force. In Civilian Krav Maga, you run away from the danger. Now, I would have to be the one to not only run towards danger, but put my life on the line to neutralize it.

I remember our second class vividly because it shaped who I am today as a teacher. Our commander Yair put on the same training clothing as us and began training alongside us. Everything we had to do (endless push-ups, sprints) he did with us. Yair wasn’t a big strong guy, and he allowed himself to be humbled by training with his own soldiers, many of whom were bigger than him. We all looked up to Y, and it meant so much to see him enduring alongside us. He wasn’t asking of us anything he wasn’t asking of himself.

It made me realize that being an instructor or commander was about setting a personal example. In fact, two minutes after Yair joined the class, two other commanders, Mor and Ariel, were inspired to join as well. This was the power of true leadership, which I took with me in every class I taught afterwards.

Out in the Field 

a solider in service

(Active service)

After lots more training, I was sent into the field. I served for about a year and a half as where I served as a special operations combatant. My time was spent on patrol in sensitive areas to keep the peace, as well as executing arrest warrants for criminals. I dealt with stones, Molotov cocktails and crowds who always seemed on the brink of rioting. My duty was clear, to protect all innocent life.

It was everything my Krav Maga training, both military and civilian, prepared me for. It was stressful and terrifying at times, boring and lonely at other times. There were constant demands to be disciplined and courageous at all times, especially in the face of provocation. My uniform made me a target and I knew I had to be ready to defend myself as well as those around.

I could be called upon to help arrest a terrorist, and I would have to be completely professional. It didn’t matter that these people may have murdered innocent civilians, they were human beings and I could not allow personal feelings or anger to enter into the equation.

I am proud to say I served well, and was given a great honor. I was selected to attend the courses to become a commander and officer. This should have been the moment every soldier dreams of, being recognized for promotion.

This wasn’t an upgrade to a more cushy position. This was signing myself up for more work, more responsibility, and a lot less sleep and free time. I would be responsible for the lives of my men. I would have to be first into battle, calling them to follow me. I would be responsible for the most dangerous duties and would have to make the hard choices. I would be that personal example.
I promised myself that if this was going to be my path, I would commit myself to being that role model and leader, working with everything I have to achieve that standard.
However, I still had two problems.
My first problem was that it wasn’t the path I wanted. I still wanted to be a Krav Maga instructor instead of a commander. A commander worked with a few dozen soldiers, but an instructor could work with thousands.
My second problem was that I had no idea how to change my path.
(To be continued)
Special Note: 
This article is dedicated with love and respect to the Kfir Brigade, those who are “Combating terrorism, Protecting the home” Even though it has been years since I wore the uniform outwardly, it is at the heart of who I am. 
Thank you to my commanders Yair, Mor, and Ariel, my role models and teachers.
Thank you to my brothers and sisters in arms who served with me in the field and who taught alongside me as fellow instructors. You are among the best and the bravest.
Thank you to the recruits who I had the privilege of training. It was an honor to be a part of your journey. 
Thank you to those serving today, both in the Kfir and in the entire IDF. You shoulder a great responsibility and do so with the highest values. 
Words are not enough to describe the bond of protectors. We know in our hearts.
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Raz Chen is an Expert in Krav Maga, teaching in New York City, with multiple certifications from the Sports Academy in Israel, and Wingate Institute. A former special operations infantry combatant and Senior military Krav Maga instructor, Raz taught over 10,000 soldiers, including top special forces counter-terrorism and US Marines. He currently teaches classes and seminars for the army, police, and civilians on topics like counter-terrorism, rape prevention, Krav Maga instructor certification, Krav Maga combat, and fitness. He is the creator of AVIIR, a company dedicated to functional training, protection, regeneration, and longevity. Credit and gratitude to his co-writer and senior student Elke Weiss, whose research, writing, and editing are instrumental to this column and all my other writings.

1 Comment

  1. Fun fact: In the US army, the “formal position for instruction, hands behind our back and chest out” is actually called “parade rest.” I have no idea why, as it doesn’t sound like much parading or resting happens.
    What is it called in Hebrew?

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